Life...If we were to compare...Comparison...

What will flash through my mind when I start to compare my life with others? Its of never ending comparison...We will never be contented with what we are blessed with if we were to always compare with those above us...and what would life in that sort of comparison be? well, we all cannot deny the fact that we are in a materialistic world now...and everyone lives by the norm of material; no more by human ethics...living codes...and the consequences of it, we will tend to put aside everything, from loved ones, to stop down and enjoy, enjoy the view of every second of life...time just passes as we are busy going towards our ultimate goal...the goal of material...well..i cannot deny the fact that i cannot live without all these...and maybe this is why i am in such worry when i come to think of my future...worry that everything will comes the other way round...competition is strong now...and embracing ourselves is knowledge is the only key to set a solid foot on this swampy ground, where foundation really does matters...kia su, feeling useless is the words that can describe me now...
wadever it is, human still lives on happily...even with material limitations...just today...and yesterday...events triggered me off....made me realize how strong people are...how strong people's will are to live on...people are riding a motorcycle where as i am driving a car...sometimes even complain this and that bout the car...its really a shame i realize...people have to go to work early in the morning...travelling for 22 miles to work and from work daily...daily after 12 hrs max of work, still he needs to travel back home...a distance on his motorcycle...sometimes under heavy rain somemore...and today, after 9 hrs of work, still he needs to go to his lawyer to deal with his problems...see how determined people are? and what am i as compared to him???!!! its like an elephant compared to an ant on his feet...what a shame...shame but i have a strong feeling of gratefullness and also sense of appreciation of what i am blessed with...makes me feels so useless , so small of myself...really have a lot to learn in this life...learn from people like him...strong sense of determination, strong sense of his responsibility towards his work...repentence...is wad i need...someone really need to kick me!! wake me up!! i have a strong sense of uselessness towards myself after so many things happened...esp this year...after i have seen so many things...Comparison will makes us realize things...Wake up!!wake up ler calvin!!!u are no longer in ur sweet years...