Beginning of another period of HeCtiC LiFe 0oo0...!!!

here i am, back in Penang, after a week of mid semester break back in Kuching.. First day of class, already thrown with tons of works, assignments... and the worst thing, exams.. one after another... never ending here...Mind is full of due dates now... really wondering is life going to be like tat for the next 2 and a half years to come.. another thing that is really worrying me is Discrete Mathematics... and now even Pseudocodes.. programmin.. my maths foundation is really like hell.. and i still cant believe that here i am, doin all these again... wondering how am i goin to pass my final exam by the end of da year.. am i suitable for this course?? since they all say, u need strong maths background to solve problems, to write program... really thinking of giving it a try till end of the year.. and if things really gets worse... think i better had another plan... rather than wasting time here.. really not a point lar...!! someone tell me wad should i do!!!??? dont think anyone wil noe how i feel now... really lost all my self confidence in handling things.. which is something i really don like... don feel easy bout... someone tell me wad should i do!!!!carry on o change...??

Great holiday in Kuching.. A fantastic week..

Before it all happened, i was longing for the mid semester holidays to come.. and, as time passes, it camed, i went back to kuching.. alone.. in a lonely flight..dun really like to take 2 flights.. though i should be thankful that i have the chance to go back.. compared to those who cant have the chance.. shouldn't have complaines.. Now, half a semester is gone.. holidays for the mid sem is over.. and here i am, back in USM, Penang starting another war, a long journey towards buliding the floor for future.. hope i am right somehow.. in the field i am in... Holidays back in Kch was tremendous.. totally fun..

1. back on 27 August that is Sunday.. reached Kch after in and out of plane and airport since 7 in the morning.. finally i am in Kch by 1pm. Went for lunch with mum and sis and also Jenny.. went stright to school after that..for scout meeting.. haven seen all my pals for 2 months.. end up Jeremy ask me "U never been a Scout in you previous life ha?? Siaw ah??'..

2. Went out tat night.. with khee, han and also chieh ping..went indulging ice-cream, at a shop opposite of Hilton kuching.. newly open.. the ice cream is really fantastic eh.. highly recommended.. though it is pretty expensive.. RM4 for a scoop..khee in short pants ended up 'raped' by mosquitoes.. and so we shifted watchin movie...Snakes on A Plane... fantastic movie to watch.. somehow kinda funny also..

3. done a road accessment at KM 107, Simunjan Slope... ended up going further to Bukit Bangunan.. a very long steep slope, famed for its oil spill on the road surface.. causing accidents, rollover especially during rainy days..as for KM 107, govt built high bumps on the road ascending the slope.. i also dunno for wad.. should have built it on the descending path to slow down vehicles.. bumps are quite high till u can feel the 'bumps' inside ur car... slippery also during rainy days.. causing difficulty for HGVs to climb the steep slope.. about 60 degrees slope.. and so, took some photos of both slopes. written some comments, planning to lodge a complain.. ( not me, but is mummy since i am back in penang dy ).. after KM107, we cont to Lachau ( Bukit Bangunan ) and on the way, we stopped at Sungai Tengah.. my usual stop point for breakfast if we go Sibu early morning.. the ' seasoned duck ' there is really nice!!! haha.. though it sounds kinda crazy to eat seasoned duck some 130km from KCH.. but it is really nice.. till my mum bought another 3 back.. some for dinner.., some for friends.. tat day was really a driving day eh!!drove from 9 am til around 5 pm tat evening... went take ice kacang at pending after came down from Lachau.. my favourite.. famed for its red bean i think.. haha.. went back home, rested, and out again tat night..went to Waterfront to watch the rehearsal for National Day Celebration..Kuching is really changing its face this time.. with lots of resurfacing of road, painting, banners being put up, much more.. the stage was great, performance was even great...

4. most of us, esp those from 05th Kuching is really 'beh song' this time as our band is not involved in the parade on 31st August.. Why?? for sure is not cos we are not compatible.. even Riam, a newly formed band this year can do it.. why not us?? Its cos of the mishandling, miscommunication and I also dunno mis wad!! of Mr Samson, our new teacher in charge.. wondering wad is he doin, keeping the letter in his drawer for 2 weeks.. and only tell the major that morning that the inspector is coming tat afternoon for inspection of our band performance.. where are we going to asssmble all the members in such short time?? some are from afternoon, some morning.. and so, we are being put aside... for those who dun understand o noes the story behind the scene, think first before starting to move ur mouth, complanin, commenting on our band..!! think before u spill words..!! ask who is responsible. 13 yrs once and this is how we missed it>!! really kinda furious.. but for wadever it is, still i would like to congratulate Wee khee and arden and also Alex and those who are involved, for transforming our band into wad is it today.. Great work indeed!!

5. Went for futsal at Bintawa.. really kinda tiring, till some of my friends vomit after drinking water.. Went back home quite early, til mum asks ' wa, so early ah today'..

6. 30 August, eve of Merdeka day... was sleeping at home for the whole day... even i noe tat i haven even open my bag with books that i brought back... went to Tapanga Tree tat night quite early.. With ALvin, Wee Khee, Arden and also Chieh Ping.. Jeremy, Chun Han, Shean Thyng and also Wei Chen joined us after mid night.. Jia Han worked as bar tender there.. we went out, infront of Crowne to watch the fireworks, which is really nice and loud,.. i jus like the sound... and the colors of it.. wonderful.. sounds like artilery fire from a distance.. hehe.. went back.. and there comes Jeremy and his gang.. so we went outside, instead of stayin inside.. and there!! we dance like hell.. shouting like crazy ppl.. haha.. kinda lose myself.. and was sweating like wad for sure.. some even with JAlur Gemilang.. later, a chinese was bashed by by malays at BCB carpark.. police came.. but we jus don cared much..went inside, enjoyin the loud music.. Out of no where., i heard someone revving their car.. when i turned and looked outside into the carpark, people were fighting there.. not fighting, but is bashing.. two malays were bashed up by chinese, around 10 of them.. one more malay driving around, drifting in the car park with his kancil trying to chase away the chinese.. ended up his car kena smacked.. kicked.. they then pulled one of the malay near to the front door of Tapanga.. there i have a good look of that malay,, was bleeding profusely in his head.. shirt ripped into pieces.. with chinese shoutings heard loudly.. foul language.. lots of them.. one even took up a big stone, another with a helmet, wanting to smack it onto the malay, laid on the floor helplessly.. but luckily conscience drifted within them and they didnt.. i noticed a man, in leather suits, all black running up.. out of no where.. he pulled out his pistol.. shouting 'Police! Police!' ..."jangan gerak!' everyone then started to flee from the scene.. went down as i cant retrieve my car.. only to find the main exit is blocked by 2 patrol cars.. with policemen carrying MP5s.. so we took the back road.. exited from Mas building.. on da way, only then we found out that CHun Han, Jeremy was not with us.. called them and they were already at ground floor..went to Zhen How to have a drink and then there the ambulance came... it was around 2.50am then.. around 3 something... we 'bersurai'.. went back to Tapanga, looked for Jia Han.. and we parted.. Sent Chieh ping home after Chun Han.. My usual habit of driving in da nite is i don wait for red lights.. cross whenever it is clear, or safe according to my instict.. don wan ppl to come up from behind and rob ya while u are waiting for nothing for the green light. with that habit, finally i was caught that night.. by police.. i crossed the red light at the traffic light in front of Colors, and the car on the other lane, whom his lane is green light reported me to the Police.. On the way to chieh ping's house, i noticed a car following me from behind... but i ignored it.. til the dead end of chieh ping's house.. only then i noticed it is a patrol vehicle.. Guess wad.. the one who reported me is dunno wad police chief... The policeman insisted on summoning me.. but in the end, malaysian culture defeated him... he took RM50.. and let me off.. but this time its really kinda difficult to negiotiate with him eh... 2 of them... took me quite sometime... In the end, RM50 wins.. and i save RM300..haha..Chieh Ping went back home, packin, leavin for singapore early morning the same day.. haven even bought ticket.. and there, she is caught when MAS ticketing counter is closed to National Day.. haha.. a lesson eh.. so Air Asia was her carrier then..

7. Went to Planetshakers concert on 31st night... At ACS... the hall was packed with 3000 peoples!!!.. was really great... meet angela, Li Ern, and also Luciana.. who came back from Kelantan.. Later, went Iguana.. but no chance to sing.. too crowded..Ida was back tat day... haha...

8. went coffee bean, chat till it closed.. wonderful hearing life at other uni.. our 'tua pao' session was really long.. haha.. with Alvin, Khee, Arden, Angela, Jeremy, Tommy, Janice, See Sin... Tommy, Janice, See Sin was only back tat day.. 1st Sept..

9. went for Malaysia Scout Day at HQ on 3rd Sept.. the day i came back to Penang.. hiak hiak hiak... long time was not in my Scout uniform.. feels comfortable in it.. Arden went to Korea Jamboree.. came back with a lots of badges.. as gifts for me.. Thanks a lot pal..!!

10. Took kolo mee, dunno how many bowls.. RM1.20 mee twice.., laksa.. Went to Jade Pot, chatting somemore.. miss all those now... 2 and a half months more!! wait for me... haha.

... Lots more... wait till i think back and i will spill it here.. hav to go for lunch now.. till then.. take care all of u... whether back in KCH or still in uni.. have a nice time..God Bless..

Holiday Ending... Going back to Penang...

Holidays during end of August has been something i have been waiting for when i jus went to Penang.. It has came, and has finally come to and end now.. so i will be leavig Kuching, my hometown, back to Penang on 5.35pm flight later.. Holidays in kuching has been quite fun for me.. done a lot of things, went to a lot of places, watched quite some events happening.. haha.. don have the time to write it here.. so think i will find sometime to put it all here when i am back in Penang then.. tats the time where most of my time is with my computer... brought all my assignments and books back, intended to study, ended up didnt even open the bag.. tats all from me now.. still in my scout uniform.. haven bath.. the time now is 3.29pm... and my flight is 5.35pm.. so better get goin.. take care and enjoy ur holidays all my friends whom are jus back in kch few days ago..see ya then.. God Bless